Dear Diary

4/04/19

Dear Diary

But what are the girls in the class talking about? Instagram? What's this ? I am not allowed to have social networks, my parents say that it is not my age and that I would have it when I am old enough to decide the image that I want to have.

They say it will be after high school but all my friends have it? It looks really amazing and you can send messages and photos to your friends. But the last time a girl in the class was crying because she was laughed at in a photo. I didn’t quite understand why. But apparently it hurt her a lot.

10.4.19

Dear Diary

I download Instagram, my parents don't know it but it doesn't matter, I'm going to do it anyway. The others made fun of me too much. I hope I didn't do anything stupid

04/12/19

Dear diary, I posted a photo of myself and the others made a montage with it. I am really very sad. Everyone laughs at me and I don't understand why

04.15.19

Dear Diary

I'm fed up I deleted the photo and they keep laughing at me I don't understand.

I cry all the time and I don't eat anymore. Mom and dad start to worry

04/20/19

Dear Diary

Everything is still going on, mom and dad were right, I should never have downloaded Instagram. In addition I see images that shock me and I cannot remove images from my head

1.05.19

Dear Diary

I wrote a letter to my parents it's too late I want it to stop. Stop. I suffer too much. Now. It's too late.

Marie.